Carmella's Hang Out

The interview went really well I think. However, I doubt that I will get the job, and to be perfectly honest I am really ok with that. I am glad that I had the chance to have another interview, because I think it is good experience. Plus, I got a chance to witness to the interviewer. I so wanted to just tell her to come have dinner at my house! lol. She asked if there was anything I could tell her to give the company an idea of who I was. I mentioned how I was one of six children, all of whom still lived at home, and that I am very close to all my family and like spending much of my time with them. I then also told her that I was a Born Again Believer and that THAT was what conducted my entire life and dictated everything I did. That, I told her, was really who I was in a nut shell. She had never heard of this “Born Again Believer” and thought at first it meant that I was a believer in reincarnation. When I explained things in a bit more detail, she sat back, smiled and said {not word for word, but this is an idea} ”I respect and appreciate all religious beliefs. I feel that all the gods want the same thing for us. I, don’t have any beliefs myself” Later, she said she wished she DID believe in SOMETHING. That she wished she knew what to believe, and that since she acknowledged all beliefs, she didn’t really have anything to believe. It made me so very sad, and cold, but I did not feel I had the freedom at that time to press the point. I began to pray while sitting in that room however. And made sure to SHOW even in the interview just how for front God was in my life, just by the way I acted. I am not sure the job is right for me anyway, and I have none of the right clothing for it. The art sold in the store is also not all something I can put my stamp of approval on, since I can not even LOOK at some of it! eekk. So if I am called back and told I didn’t get it, I will be just fine with it. I had fun anyway.

Thank you to all who were praying for me.

Oh, and Missy, yes. We are. See you then.