Carmella's Hang Out

Ever heard someone say that they must have done something right to be worthy of someone else love, or to have someone else in their lives,etc? Ever heard that? I have been juego de la ruleta onlinejugar pagina internetcasino madridruleta europea webjuego seguro portales websistemas para ganar ruletacasino virtual paginas webpremios portales webjuego interactivo pagina webjuegos interactivos onlinejuegos casino paginas webwww juegos de casinomaquina tragaperras onlinejueces casinoscasino internacional pagina internetcasinos descargas webganancias casinos webdorado hotel casinoapostar jugarpremio dinero lineawww slotsapostar portalvideo poquer lineaapuestas casinojuegos casino on linebest online casinostrucos para ganar ruletajuegos gratis para bajarjuegos interactivos portal webjuego al instante portales,juego instantaneo,juego al instante onlineruleta americana pagina internetcasino para jugar gratisjugar al instante webplay free baccarat onlinejuego gratis internetjuegos seguros pagina internetganar dinero onlinetragaperra webwww casino on net,www casino net,casino netweb casinojugar keno gratiskostenloses online kasino spielcasino online mit bonusplay baccaratroulette gewinnwww online casinoonline slotmaschinen spielenslots softwareno deposit casinoswiss casino online wondering lately…..doesnt that mean the other person must have done something WRONG to have YOU in their lives? Think about it. By saying that, most often people mean that they were bad for the most part, or at least not of the same level as the other person…..so does that not follow that the other person has done something wrong if they have not gotten someone of the same ‘greatness’?? Yes, it is totally cynical, and such a horrid way to look at that little endearment. I am sorry. I am sure if someone ever says that to me, I am going to take it in the same giddy, wide eyed smile, happy way that every other recipient does. But right now, I can see it for the backward compliment it actually is!!

I wonder how S.E. is doing, and why he is once again on my mind. Hhmmm.

Today was Kat’s birthday. She turned 12!! I was 12 when she was a baby!! This year I am double her age. Hard to believe she is so old now. For her birthday gift, I am taking her to Olive Garden for dinner tomorrow night. {or really, since it is now midnight, tonight} She does not know that is what we are doing, as I have kept it secret. All she knows is that at 5:30, she has to be back in her Church clothes and ready to go….we are going out. Hope she likes it. I figure it is a more grown up kind of a gift, and will be something special for the two of us to do together.

Still mournin Army….but the pain is getting less. Being a Thrasher is not like unto death, so we still have his wonderful smile and goofiness.

I got one of my Tax returns direct deposited in my account the other day!! YAY for more money! Now, I just need to make sure I keep my hands off of it and save it a bit. Not sure completely what I am going to do with the savings now, as I am 99% sure I am not going to Bible school….and I know 100% I am not going to BSBI next term. They are not holding classes then….so that counts them out! Seeing as how I can find neither a school with whom I agree, nor one I can afford, that seems to count school out completely. Some of it I know will be used for medical bills. I have gotten my second round of shots at the full dose and while the bottles are still rather full, they empty much faster at .8!! That means, probably shortly after my appointment the end of this month, I am going to need to get new ones, which costs $250. Monday I really need to call my other doc and try to get off some of the meds she has me on….I don’t see the need for at least one of them, and would much rather be off of it then pay $40 a month for something I don’t need.

The number one goal scorer on my Ducks team got seriously sliced in a game the other night!! As he rushed the net, the goalie slipped a bit as he turned, causing his skate to run along Corey’s upper thigh, slicing the muscle and tendons….75% of the way through!! OUCH. He is now out for the next six weeks at least….with playoffs starting in just over four weeks.

Where has my writing muse gone? I just can’t seem to pen poems that are all that great anymore. Ideas, phrases, pictures, and all the things I want to say run through my head all the time….but I cant seem to get them to rhyme and go down on paper right.

Where is Gill? He is far too late. 23, dude? Really? You have got to be kidding me.

Found a new site today while looking at IFC units. See, due to me being kicked off insurance as of the first of this year, we may be told we have to pay the rest of the balance on the unit…..which would end up costing far more than the thing needs to cost. If this is the case, then we will return it and get a new one, Dad says. So I was looking them up online to see why mine cost so much, and what the more affordable ones look like. While doing so, I ran across this very neat site called Spine-Health that has some awesome info that helped me understand some of my conditions even better!! They have videos that show what is taking place in certain disorders and conditions, as well as videos on treatments and such. The link, is here.

There is a guy currently in the CCHA {college hockey for the central states} who has the best hockey name!! Kade and I saw him play when we went to the game at the palace back in Feb. His first name is Ryan. His last name is Thang. Is that not cool? Ryan Thang!! He needs to be let into the NHL JUST on his name alone! The commentators would have a riot with that kind of a name!! Kade and I were coming up with the best match ups for this player, with both teams and line mates. Here are some of the best from what we have come up with:

He needs to be drafted to MN’s NHL team. That way, he could be Wild Thang!! {They are called the MN Wild}

Atlanta should grab him up!! That way, he could be a Thrasher Thang….AND he could be on the same line as Colby and they could be an Army-Thang!!!

‘Well I was shopping for a new car, which ones me? A cool convertible, or an SUV? Too bad I didn’t know my credit was whack, cause now I’m driving off the lot in a used sub-compact. F.R.E.E that spells free, credit report dot com baby. Saw the adds on my T.V. thought about going but was too lazy. Now instead of looking fly and rollin phat, my legs are stickin to the vinyl and my posse’s getting laughed at. F.R.E.E that spells free, credit report dot com baby”

Ah, hockey.

My current music addiction is Shawn Hlookoff. {that last name is awesome, is it not?} I will admit, there are times when his voice DOES in fact get on my nerves….that is when I have to turn it off. But for the most part, I like the sound. Not really crazy about watchin him sing, which makes me sad. I think singers should be fun to listen to AND watch. But his use of piano so often…..BIG draw for me. Love it. “She Could Be You” is beautiful, even if it is a on the ‘huh?” side. Don’t like ‘Both Sides’ so I never listen to that one. “Get It Right”, yeah…not so much…..too um….’not there yet’ for me. “Addicted” YAY!! “Life Goes On” YES it does!! “Jealousy Is Killing Me”love to sing along with it! “Doesn’t Get Much Better Than This” wish I had a wedding to sing this at!! “What You Did” hits very close to home when I am in the right mood. “Done With Loving You” I feel this one is very much like One Republic’s “Apologize”. Like the song a lot, can completely relate to most of the feelings in the song…even though mine are not in a boy girl relationship kind of a way. So for those reason I love the songs. However, I am not of the “Never gonna forgive you. We are done and over” mindset….even if I feel like saying it sometimes….so I can’t ‘claim’ the songs all the way. ‘Funniest’ line in “Done”…….”Are you better? You think your better than me. Are you better? Whatever. It’s not like we’re together.”

Thats a wrap!!!

“Am I worth it anymore? When did I become one of your chores? I feel walked on, stomped on, passed on, long gone, everything I do for you I do with bells on,I put my game on, I’m tired of being put off!” -Done Loving You- Shawn Hlookoff